House chores..

House chores.. is a pain..

Fear..

Fear of dying.. not. Fear of causing pain.. maybe.

When when when.. WHY WHY WHY?

never ending question is annoying.. each to it's own folks!

Pray..

Ask that everyone pray for the safety of all the passengers on board MH370. 

Miracle can sure happen right?

Uncertainty..

It's like living amongst clouds.. you can't see where you are going. Will there be pretty sky when the clouds dispersed? Or will the weather turn stormy?

Good one

“The reason we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else's highlight reel.” —Steve Furtick.

Nothing is permanent..

What's permanent is changes..

Best thing..

The best thing when I wake up in the morning, is to be able to see my precious sleeping like an angel. Somewhat feel accomplished we have been able to give him a secured, loving, safe place while he grow up.

Story about Ah Ma: Part #1

“Ah Ma! Ah Ma!”, the voice of the little one calling out to me. As if he was in pain. My heart beat real fast, what happened? Where was he?

“Oi!”, I responded.

“Ah Ma! Ah Ma!”, he called out again. I still could not see him.

I started to panic. I started to run, but I fell at first step and the world was spinning around me.

I felt a tiny hand on my right arm. I tried to regain my focus. I finally saw him.

“Ah Ma! Are you dreaming?” asked the little one.

I heaved a sigh of relief. It was a dream; the little one was safe and sound.

“Good morning, Ah Ma!” he greeted me with a smile, just like how he greeted me every morning since he started talking.

It seemed yesterday he was born. It seemed yesterday he learnt how to walk. It seemed it was only yesterday he learnt to greet me.

The truth is, time waits for no one. In my mid 80s, I can feel the clock is ticking.

They wished me longevity, good health, happiness, but do I wish for these?

What’s longevity if I’m waiting for the final call, anxious, worried when will be my turn?

What’s good health if I can barely walk? 

What’s happiness if everyone’s busy with their lives while I watched?

I decided to keep this blog to my personal thoughts, and created a blog for my creative writing, do visit IZMum Creative Writing.

In pain..

Miserably in pain...

Stuffs..

Learnt yesterday, how you feel is YOUR stuffs, no thanks, you keep YOUR stuffs. :-D

Inspired..

I suddenly have the impulse to write seriously.. (put on thinking hat)..

Little teachers

Every Saturday, my learning curve goes exponential. Grateful I have them.

Love is everywhere..

Happy Valentine's Day!

Fight or flight?

Fight or flight? Learnt that there's freeze too.. and it is worth it. Proud of you, my friend.

Deep thought for the day..

Tangan yang memberi, lebih baik dari yang menerima...

Lonely...

I feel really very lonely in Sg...

How do I...

live humbly in the ever changing lifestyle and social expectations.. I should stop splurging and start giving instead..

New year!

Somehow very positive of the year ahead.. I'm going strong!

CNY Eve...

It's gonna be a quiet reunion dinner again...

Walking down the aisle..

A friend's wedding dinner last night.. wishing them a blissful marriage.


Interesting every couple that walk down the aisle.. would have 1001 stories behind them.

Very much in love..

with my new guzheng..

Peace

Peace at home is necessary for full concentration at work.

How true..

For that I'm grateful.. I have THE ONE!